Well I got 3rd in a crit last night, which isnt bad but its not great either. On the bright side I lapped the 100 person field with 3 other guys, and the move that went was the one I started. The race came down to a sprint and I was behind 1st by only half a bike length. Still, I wish I could have pulled out the V.
One good thing I have found in France is my rabid competitiveness. Racing back in SLC is sometimes hard for me because I like everyone so much. I find it hard to get that competitive rage going, the one where all you want to do is rip the other persons legs off and wave them victoriously as you cross the finish line. It is hard to get angry and that motivated to hurt people that you genuinely like. Here in France I am a totally different racer, full of confidence and a vendetta against anyone who lines up to race with me. Not knowing these riders makes it easy to want to make them suffer as much as I can. Also, I am finally learning how to really make myself suffer and be willing to risk coming in dead last in order to win a race.
Sorry this post is so short, I dont have a lot of time left at the internet bar, and I am stuck up in the grungy, unsavory upstairs half.
Chase
(also, I am sorry for any spelling errors, French spell check is really of no use in English posts…)